Welcome to my Sunday Book Review. I was thrilled to receive a copy of this book through Netgalley once I read my friend Olga Miret’s review about it, Ending Forever by Nicholas Conley. It’s not too far out of my genre range, considering it’s a fictional story that deals with the afterlife – although in sort of a science fiction sort of way. I typically have been reading nonfiction books on the subject. And since this story has so many elements to it and deals with my top favorite subjects – compassion, humanity, love and grief, and so much more, I had to give it a read, and I loved it. The author himself in his acknowledgments states his book is, “strange, surreal fiction that doesn’t really fit into any specific genre box”.
Blurb:
Axel Rivers can’t get his head above water. Throughout his life, he’s worn many hats — orphan, musician, veteran, husband, father—but a year ago, a horrific event he now calls The Bad Day tore down everything he’d built. Grief-stricken, unemployed, and drowning in debt, Axel needs cash, however he can find it.
Enter Kindred Eternal Solutions. Founded by the world’s six wealthiest trillionaires and billionaires, Kindred promises to create eternal life through mastering the science of human resurrection. With the technology still being developed, Kindred seeks paid volunteers to undergo tests that will kill and resurrect their body—again and again—in exchange for a check.
Axel signs up willingly, but when he undergoes the procedure—and comes back, over and over—what will he find on the other side of death?
My 5 Star Review:
Love the dedication in front of the book: “Dedicated to everyone I have ever lost. Every sunset precedes a sunrise, and what the dead leave behind shapes the future. May the memory of you-each of you- be a blessing.”
Axel Rivers has had a lot of bad things happening in his life, mostly, what he refers to as ‘That bad day’. Down on his luck and funds, and carrying deep sorrow in his heart, he decides to sign up for the Kindred Eternal Solutions experimental program, run by the wealthiest of the elite. Those who’ve suffered hardship and in need of money are the targeted to sign up and receive a big check for taking part in this trial program, along with some of the curious who want to learn what does happen on the other side. Besides the big paycheck for signing up for this series of deaths and resurrections, Axel hopes to be able to see that infamous light so talked about on the other side as well as the privilege to meet up with his dearly missed lost loved ones.
These volunteers are put to a death sleep in a chamber and monitored through their temporary death state by doctors and scientists, and are promised to be brought back to life within hours, and must complete the death/resurrection process daily, six times in a row. The program is researching how to keep people alive through eternity, mainly for the purpose of the rich elite who run the program, trying to discover a way to cheat death for themselves.
At first Axel is very apprehensive but the thought of his overwhelming debt is what keeps him in the program. After his first session he feels disillusioned – he saw no light, no lost loved ones, and felt doom from meeting ‘the stranger’. He felt more depressed after the session, feeling as though he had a visitation from a dead family member later that day after first session. He thought it felt so real, not as though it were a spirit. His second session, he felt a breakthrough, met some of his lost loved ones, and saw the ‘Deathweavers’, – the ones in the next realm who make decision about when those on earth’s time is up.
Axel meets Brooklyn, a fellow partipant, single mother who has suffered many hardships in her own life, and they become friends and go out for drinks after day two of the experiment. On day three, Axel is late for that third session and is booted from the program. He decides to wait for Brooklyn to finish, when he discovers, she never showed up to that session. Axel learns from her sister that a tragedy has taken place and Brooklyn’s daughter Gwen is in intensive care dying from it. Axel’s new awakenings through the first two sessions drive him to approach the scientist at her home where he begs her to put him under one more time because he is sure he can bargain with the ‘Deathweavers’ and plead for Gwen’s life, and for her own scientific knowledge purposes, Dr. Carpenter agrees.
In Axel’s last time returning to death and resurrection, he learns a lot about himself and conquers boundaries that he learned he’d created around himself. He manages to get the attention of the Deathweavers and like everything else in life, they would only agree to let Gwen live if Axel gave up something precious of himself.
This book is about the fragility of life, overcoming one’s own tribulations and grief and gaining the selflessness to help another human being. Despite the paranormal-ish basis of the story, the strength of love and compassion shine through people when they are forced to surrender their own hurt and wounds to help the worse off.
The last few chapters were so captivating and beautiful, it was difficult to read without tears.
©DGKaye2022
That sounds like quite a book to write and read.
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What an imagination! Yes! 🙂
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You had me at ‘strange, surreal fiction’… so Ending Forever is on its way to my reading chair…
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Hi. And oh, so happy to intrigue you! 🙂
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Happy to be intrigued…
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🙂 🙂
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Sounds like an intriguing read Debby.. thanks for the review ♥
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It is Sal. Thank you. ❤
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This sounds very deeply moving, Debby – a wonderful review. Toni x
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Thanks so much Toni. It kept me turning the pages. 🙂 xx
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I am so happy you enjoyed it, Debby. Conley writes beautifully and he can turn the most unusual ideas into lyrical and life-affirming stories. Yes, I did cry as well. Big hugs!
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Olga, you and I are on the same page for so many books :). Thanks for the recommend. Just to let you know, I read another short story book by Conley – The Clay Tongue, and loved it too. I usually wait to put up my reviews on Goodreads until I post on my blog, but I’ve been on somewhat of a reading tear and I’m thinking of writing some of my reviews on Goodreads before I get to posting them on my blog. When I decide to put them up ahead of time, I’ll let you know so you can read my review of that book too. Hugs xx
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This sounds like a wonderful read. Thanks for sharing your thoughts, Debby. Hugs 💕🙂
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My pleasure. Thanks Harmony. ❤ xx
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You do read interesting books, Debby! Every book you read I tell myself that I need to buy it, lol. x
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Lol, thanks for that Stevie. Maybe I’m in the wrong business. I should just be a professional book reviewer lol ❤
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Lol – I certainly want to buy every book you’ve ever read, but finances dictate otherwise… x
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Lol, I hear you. I get lots of free books from Bookbub, and last month I signed up for Netgalley, where you can ask for almost any book, as long as you review. I like netgalley for those books that are more expensive, especially the trad published. ❤
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Ah, interesting … x
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This sounds so original, Debby. Even though it’s fiction, if well written, it should evoke feelings and some tears. It sounds like it hit the mark. The premise sounds reasonable, doesn’t it? The rich can do a lot more than we can, but as yet, they are stuck like the rest of us and can’t cheat death. Thanks for sharing your review.
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Thank you Diana. Yes, quite right. Nobody has found a way to cheat death yet, but an interesting concept. Hugs ❤
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I enjoyed very much reading your precise review of Ending Forever. You drew me into the book, making me want to read it. Thanks, Debby.
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Oh, thanks so much Carol. ❤
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Not sure I’d sign up for an experiment like that! This sounds like a heart-wrenching read, thanks for your thoughts.
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I’m with you Jacqui, no thanks. It’s really not a heartwrenching read, just a lot of ‘moving’ moments. ❤
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Another great review of what sounds an interesting read 🙂 x
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Thanks so much Carol ❤
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This sounds like a great read, Sis. Are you still in FB jail? 💜💚💛
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Hi Sis. Thanks, a really good read! I think I’m out. I have to check LOL ❤ xx
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Sounds good. I’m finally on the mend. Damn sciatica! 🤦🏼♀️
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That is good to hear. ❤ xx
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Fascinating blurb and review! Thanks for your review, or I’d probably never know about this one, Debby.
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Thanks Pete. An interesting tale about life and what possibly goes on after. 🙂
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Hi Debby, I also enjoyed this book very much. The aspect of corporates trying to encroach on the state between life and death was horribly scary.
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HI Robbie. You said it. And it surely fits the theme of the world now with corporate greed. 😦 x
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What a captivating review Debby! Sounds like a great addition for my TBR List 😀
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Thanks so much Damyanti. I am happy to hear my review intrigued you. ❤
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What an interesting premise for a story. Sounds like a compelling read. Thanks for sharing your thoughts on it, Debby!
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Thank you Jan. Happy to intrigue you. ❤
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Great review, Debby. Sounds like something I’d enjoy. Added to my TBR list.
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Oh, thanks Denise. I’m happy to hear my review inspired you to add it to your list. ❤
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WOW! Although I don’t typically enjoy science fiction, your review has me intrigued. If I can find the time, I might attempt to read this one.
Thanks for the review!
Blessings~💖
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Thanks so much Robbie. I am glad to hear my review has intrigued you. It’s not exactly science fiction, which isn’t in my wheelhouse either, just the subject about what goes on in the afterlife when the subject is put to temporary death. Hugs ❤
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Thanks!
Blessings~💖
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Wow–now that’s a different take on bringing people back to life; do it over and over again!
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Thanks John. It this book may be up your reading alley! 🙂
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Could be. 🙂
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What an intriguing review, our UB. Thank you. ❤
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An intriguing book for sure my Lovely. ❤ xox
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